Change?

Something came over me today.. something I never thought would.
I am ready for a change.
I really do not like change, it makes me nervous and uncomfortable. But today I just sat thinking. I am ready for something new.
I feel like I do the same thing. All day. Everyday. And I'm ready for a change.
I don't even know what it is. Just I'm ready for something new.
I almost feel like something will change... And I'm just like "pre-embracing" it or something. I don't know. It's weird, and I don't understand the feeling.

It's almost (a bit different) like the feeling I get every once in a while, that I am just out of reach of something. Like if I tried a little harder, worked to be a little better, and pushed myself a little further, I'd be there. But I'm doing all I can, so I'm just short. Like I need to change something, and my life will completely change for the better.
But what is that? I don't know.

I still can't really believe that overwhelming feeling I had to change something. I've never had that feeling before. My only thing is, I wish I knew what...

*And as if to make the moment better... "Change" by Taylor Swift JUST came on my Pandora Radio... ha oh coincidences* :)