I wish I could go back to Saturday and at least even THINK about it!! It was hard because we were having so much fun camping, but still. It's been half a year.
In some ways it seems like its been so long, but then at the same time, it hasn't been long at all. Yes, of course I miss her, A LOT, but being so busy is making time seem unreal. I don't know whether to feel like its been FOREVER, or just a short time.
I am excited for the new adventures my family is going to go through with my dads marriage, us moving, and so much more. I just miss my mom. She was always there for me (though I know my dad and Lexine will be) and taught me so much! If she would have passed away earlier, I would be NO WHERE near where I am today, she is such a great example and inspiration to me! I know that this trial is for me, and that I need to do all I can to endure it. Some days are harder than other days, but my family and I are enduring it together. Living with the gospel in my life makes it so much easier as well--I know I will see her again. I know families are forever, and that knowledge takes a load of worries off my back. I know when I have any troubles, Christ is there to help me through them. I never have to do anything alone. I love him so much.
I say these things, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
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