So... How's Life?

I hate to say... frustrating? But yes. That would suffice.

[Maybe it's just this week] but I feel like everything is going insane! I work way more than usual this week, dad is out of town, it's ONLY Wednesday, ...

It feels like time is flying past me, regardless if I am ready or not, and I am trying so hard to keep up, and I can't. I NEVER get out to do anything with my friends. I do homework all the time, and even should do more--I'm slacking.

I know on Monday I just had said it is a decent week. But I change my mind.

I feel like nothing ever gets done at my house. I get home late at night and everything is cluttered. It makes me more on edge, just because of the clutter. I suppose my family gets home from school, gets everything out, then just watches TV/plays computer/sleeps/... whatever they do. It's always "not my fault" so NO ONE does it! My dad usually just picks up everyone's slack and just does it, so when he's gone, nothing is done!

I just need to vent sometimes... and this is one of those times... I just take it week by week. Some are better than others. I just hope I start getting used to this soon so it's my "normal" life and not so crazy all the time. Then maybe I'll actually be able to think straight. Just maybe though.